[Donathan]

i'm literally so fucking enraged by these people and they have full free reign to berate me and say what they want to say to me but i can't give any of it back because sebastian is seen as the arrogant one so i have to be seen as the kind loving one since im basing all of my talking points off my big heart and falling in love with everyone so that they could feel my love and just be a real human and social game blah blah blah if one by one they get the chance to come to me and rip me apart bitch i need to do the opposite of my love rites of passage and just let out all of my bitchiness in hopes that it doesnt pour into my answers.... it doesnt negate all the positive things i said and feel about these people i still do have mad love for them but......

literally the perception that all i did was follow chelsea's order's is SOOOOOOOO wrong like literally if these people came for me and said all i did was follow sebastian.... that would have more merit i would be like okay i can see that but chelsea?!!?! really?!?! we got along great and we worked together but literally except for the first vote when i was just trying to save myself and wanted to take a shot at chris/kellyn/brendan and needed her so when she said "we're doing chris" i said okay other than that there were so many times where i just didn't listen to her and actively worked against her??? so these people are so fucking stupid THEYRE the sheep and the followers for buying into that narrative and despite the truth of the matter just want to believe what is the easiest thing for them to believe theyre literally all so fucking stupid i can't stand any one of them.... for PAT!!!! PAT!!!!! to think he has any right to speak negatively about me or anyone when his game was T R A S H is laughable "i'm unaware of the moves you made" BITCH ARE YOU ILLITERATE CAN YOU NOT READ THE FUCKING 3 PAGE GOOGLE DOC I WROTE OUTLINING MY GAME it's literally impossible for him to say that he's "unaware" he can say he doesn't believe me or that he would like to know more but to say he's unaware just proves to me that he doesn't have anything higher than a first grade education to say he wanted me to "do something literally anything" bitch i DID things just because they weren't the things that you wanted me to do or didn't benefit you they benefited me so take your head out of your ass and use your brain for five seconds to see the world from someone elses perspective other than your own oh my god i cant

[Donathan]

robb asking me wtf i was doing in final 5 as if i didnt literally write a whole fucking paragraph about it..... these people are going to cause me to murder

[Donathan]

okay so trying to let it out in my confessional didn't help stop any of my rage from coming thru in my answer to pat lmao oops

[Donathan]

lol i was getting notifications that a like had been added to my post from gabby so I was like oh I wonder what she's been receptive to!!!! turns out she's been disliking my answers to other people's questions LMAOOOOOOOOOOOOO imagine being that petty

[Donathan]

this is the best depiction of my mental image of gabby in the game vs gabby once she was voted out

[Donathan]

this is the best depiction of my mental image of gabby in the game vs gabby once she was voted out

tbh thats pretty much also what i've been like this game so......... we love a self drag.....

SPEAKING OF DRAG CAN I PLEASE GET PERMISSION TO TALK TO CHELSEA ABOUT DRAG RACE I SWEAR I WON'T TALK ABOUT THIS GAME AT ALL I JUST NEED TO DISCUSS RUPAUL

[Gary Hogeboom]

this is the best depiction of my mental image of gabby in the game vs gabby once she was voted out

tbh thats pretty much also what i've been like this game so......... we love a self drag.....

SPEAKING OF DRAG CAN I PLEASE GET PERMISSION TO TALK TO CHELSEA ABOUT DRAG RACE I SWEAR I WON'T TALK ABOUT THIS GAME AT ALL I JUST NEED TO DISCUSS RUPAUL

You may speak to davie about drag race though, if that helps.

[Donathan]

That was THE hardest I laughed in this game dale.... GOOD SHIT MY DUDE that was honestly the funniest thing ive ever heard

[Donathan]

GARY

[Donathan]

I can't never remember anyone's name even when it's written right there!!!!!!!!!

[Donathan]

how did i make it this far in the game with 3 fucking brain cells!!!!!!!!

[Gary Hogeboom]

how did i make it this far in the game with 3 fucking brain cells!!!!!!!!

[Donathan]

i don't think tonights going to be a productive evening i feel like i've said everything 1000 times and that the jury probably already has their minds made up and this is just going to be another place that they use to just rail into us for the sake of railing and not for gathering information to help make their decision so i'm not looking forward to this but im going to try to make the best out of it!!!!!!!

[Donathan]

god tonight should just be all of us sitting in a zen circle smoking weed and talking about the game from our hearts i think that would be productive

[Donathan]

Wow... this is an incredible feeling. I've played in ORGs before I've even won a couple so I know what it feels like to get to this point of the game and have to go up against a jury and I once got a 13 minute youtube video from a juror ripping my game to shreds. It definitely helped prepare me for this moment but all of that experience was nothing compared to this season. Stranded is NO joke. I can't believe it's actually over.....it's crazy it's feels like it's been SOOOOO long like it's been so intense!!!! I'm feeling kinda low on my game right now because of the jury and I know I could do better but I also know that regardless of outcome I should be proud of the fact that I made it to the end in a season with so many iconic incredible players. This was like the olympics of ORGs literally!!!!!! I was scared shitless the last 33 days I don't think I've ever smoked so much weed in my entire life but after every immunity challenge and tribal I was like bitch I need a chill pill!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!...........

Obviously tonight was not an exception on that trend but this is a combination destress from the 90 minutes in the warzone with a bunch of angry jurors AND a celebration treat because there's nothing left I can do in this game but wait and see what they do......I mean I'm sure it's all ill be thinking about for the next 24 hours lmao so while the journey still isnt over my part in having anything left to do to impact how this story ends...... my mind and my heart are just exploding with love and i know im going to look back on this experience as a whole with so much love.... im sure ill be saying oh i wish i hadnt said something not nice about someone while i was pissed off or i wish i made a different game move at this point.... but that doesn't change the fact that this game has been FUN and crazy and scary and exciting and i met so many people who i genuinely liked talking to despite being an introvert with a total of 4 irl friends....it's just incredible i'm so grateful to have been cast and that you saw something in me to bring me into this game, I hope that i showed you who i am as a person and youd only punch me in the throat no more than once if you ever met me<3 Thanks to all the hosts for putting this together it was a lot of work and you ran a great season for me!!!!!!

[Donathan]

Me walking away from this season

[Donathan]

ever since angela called me out ive been trying to make an effort to be more put together but bitch let it be known the fight between me and grammar and punctuation will live on forever

[Danni Boatwright]

Donathan and Punctuation for the next rivals season

Great job tonight!

[Donathan]

these jurors post count have gone but by like 300 posts since opening statements so either jury is a god damn party or theyve been ripping us to shreds for the last 3 days....my guess is probably both and i kinda wish i were there to be a part of it lmao

[Gary Hogeboom]

these jurors post count have gone but by like 300 posts since opening statements so either jury is a god damn party or theyve been ripping us to shreds for the last 3 days....my guess is probably both and i kinda wish i were there to be a part of it lmao

"I'd rather be on jury" isn't the greatest thing to hear from a finalist
Glad you didn't say that in your FTC statements!