- Fri Mar 29, 2019 3:08:48 pm
#6255
Ladies and gentlemen of the jury! I am glad to see the 9 of you still in one piece! I hope all of you are well, and before I start my speech I just want to say that it has been a pleasure to get to know all of you personally. And I don't say that because I want your jury vote, I want to talk to all of you even if you do not vote for me. At the end of this the hosts will reveal our disocrd/reddit/whatever they found you from and I would love to continue to get to know each and every one of you. Without further a do here we go
Backstabber. Liar. Deal-breaker. Villain. Heartless. These are some of the lighter terms I'm sure the jury has used to describe me. I have no illusions about the kind of game I played. I did lie, I did break final two deal after final two deal, I did use relationships in a way that probably made some people feel "icky" for lack of a better word. So my goal tonight is to prove to you that I did all of this for game reasons and that...
I AM NOT A MONSTER
My goal tonight will be to prove to you, the jury, that I did the things I did not to be an ass- not to be a brutal overplayer; but to keep me safe and to give me a dominant position all game.
So I will try and skim over most of the original tribes/swap, but I find them somewhat important to my story.
THE JELLAL CHRONICLES
I started on Jellal in a bit of a disadvantageous position. Almost immediately a majority alliance of 4 with Kellyn/Chelsea/Brendan/Chris formed called the cool kids. How did I learn about it? Chelsea told me. One thing you might know about Chelsea is that they are from The Philippines and they have a big difference in time zones. So after all her American allies formed their little group, I stayed up late hours into the night forming a real bond (not just using her for a number) with her. On the first night, at around 1 am EST was my very first final two. We named ourselves the SEAWEED (Because I'm SEAbass, and she is ChelSEA). She exposed that entire group and pledged her loyalty to me. All the while, I exposed this alliance to Donathan. I used this information to form a bond with Don and form a final two with him as well (we were the bottom dwellers since we were on the bottom). With these close bonds, and with Angela on the outs, the vote flipped and I took control of Jellal.
THE SWAP
I entered the swap in a bit of a messy situation. Four original Fenessa's, I felt a tad bit outnumbered. My first bond started with Mike, we hit it off pretty well and he had confided in me his disdain for Natalie. This is where my game truly came to light. I formed a serious friendship with Alec/Mike/Gabby/Don/Kellyn. I was invited to 2 seperate five person alliances with the group of four of Gabby/Mike/Kellyn/Me with Alec/Don as a fifth. During this time on the swap tribe I formed a final two with Kellyn (called bonnie and clyde) and Gabby (called the Jonas Brothers). I had a lot of influence over who went home and we went for outsiders- Nat, Ghandia- easy boots. I wanted unity and bonds in this tribe entering the merge.
DROP YOUR BUFFS
We merge with a 7-6 number advantage. Good start. But I knew tribe dynamics meant nothing. More importantly, I entered with four ride or dies of Kellyn, Gabby, Don, and Chelsea (Important that I had connections on both tribes), and I entered with two very large shields of Mike and Alec. Along with that, I had a major connection to the games other biggest shield in Chelsea. On night one of the merge also came the Public Immunity Idol. I am going to make a bold assumption that most of the jurors decided that attempting to take that idol would plant too big a target on your back. I saw it another way. If I had an idol that everyone knew about, it is more likely that you need to split votes on me as opposed to voting me out in a regular fashion. Because of this, you needed a super majority and not just a regular majority to take me out. So I assumed so long as I had at least one connection on the other side of the tribe, I would always know when to play my idol and it would always be extremely difficult to make a move against me.
I learned an important lesson early on in this game. Those who pop their head up too high, get a shot their way. This game is all about one thing, and I can not stress it enough- TIMING. Four final two deals does not give you the liberty to do whatever you want. It is timing and connections that get you where you need to go. On the first round, we saw Steph as an easy boot. If I pushed harder for steph to go, I assume she goes. But where does that leave me? It puts me in the position of the "shot caller" as soon as the first vote. That was not the position I wanted to be in. So when Gabby, and more loudly Mike, had suggested Kellyn- against my personal feelings I decided to go with the crowd. Allowing Mike to be this "leader" was an important part of my strategy. The next boot was steph, who had sworn loyalty but similar to Kellyn- if I stuck my neck out I was toast. So once again, I cut my losses and let things go the way they went. I think Kellyn and Steph were strategists and loyal allies that I didn't happily see go, but it all paid off at the final 11. Gabby had admitted to me she was extremely close to Alec and we had both admitted to each other that we were using Mike as a shield. The swap Fanessa tribe had been airing concerns about being in the minority and being worried they may be picked off. So ultimately, me and Gabby were offered a plan to betray Mike and we took it. I used this betrayal as a stepping stone to regain the trust of multiple people, and solidify my position as the dominant strategic force in this game. After Mike had left, Alec felt all alone in this game. I came to him immediately to apologize, acting as if I had no control- blaming it all on Gabby and Donathan. I made him feel comfortable with trusting me for a couple more votes. I think this distinction of "a couple more votes" is extremely important because I had no doubt that Alec wasn't dumb enough to want to go to the end with me. But I didn't need him to want to go to the end with me, I just needed him to want to go near the end with me. I used this rekindling of a relationship to vote out Pat. Chelsea had said she was voting for Pat no matter what, and I had seen Pat as closer to Gabby than me, and also he repetitively asked about my idol to people. So I used Chelsea, threw her under the bus while I campaigned for him to go. I even acted really upset about it but said "well, there is nothing we can do now!"
The final nine was the turning point of this game. This was the moment I took control. Robb was after me, I was after him. It was time to see who beat who. The answer would have been me, but clay unexpectedly quit after the results of immunity. This was the most exposed I was all game. I still trusted Chelsea, but Robb most likely had an idol. We needed an unexpected vote. I proposed Angela. I didn't think she would see it coming, and it protected my final two deal of Chelsea (along with that, Angela was a comp beast and no where near my end game plans). Now step in final 7 Robb wins immunity again like the beast he is. I know Alec isn't taking me to the end, I know Chelsea would. Chelsea is the worlds biggest shield, while Alec is starting to listen to less of my influence. Me, Chelsea, Donathan, and Robb all come together for one last blindside this season. It was sheer luck that he had an idol- I really had no idea. I had a feeling he had something because after I tipped him off that he might get votes, he repeatedly asked if he was in danger. But in all honesty, that was one of the luckiest points in my game.
We get to the final six and Gabby is hurt, Robb has an idol and immunity, and people weren't going to vote my way. I campaigned to Robb to save Chelsea for one more vote- get out Gabby. But it was to no avail, I knew it wouldn't work. I had also at this time solidified a final three deal with Robb in the event that he won immunities for the rest of the game. I had to vote out Chelsea to save face. I would have prefered Gabby 6th, Robb 5th, and Chelsea 4th. But unfortunately this did not happen how I had hoped because Robb had a lot of power left in the game. At final five the unluck I had at clay quitting at the final nine had been repaid. Robb missed the challenge, he missed the vote. It wasn't the fairest way to end the last bit of competition in my game, but it is how it happened. It isn't my proudest moment to have asked jeff repeatedly to speed up the challenge knowing what the results would be. Gabby was taking me to the end, Don was taking me to the end. Robb might have taken me to the end, but he had lied to me about having an idol after I had asked many times so I could not take his word. The final four happens and I talk to Davie "you look like Gabby's slave, she needs to be cut if we have a chance at jury." He agreed. Don was already on board to do it fifth but I was not compromising, this is my game not his. And with that, I cut the last of my final twos. Probably the hardest vote I had to do but easily the most necessary to prove to this jury I acted independently and could do whatever it took to win.
FINISHING THOUGHTS
So that is how I played the game from my perspective. I cut a lot of people, but I think the results show for themselves. I received no votes against me all game. I am the only one in the final three who always voted in the majority (even during the splitvote oddly enough but that was more luck of the draw). I had considerable influence during the middle and end of the game. I always knew what was going on. All of my final deals for the most part didn't know that the other deals existed (I would even joke to Gabby about not knowing who Davie or Don, pretending to forget their existence in the game). I played the most aggressive social game out of the three finalists. And I did not need a single competition to get here, nor did I need to correctly play my idol to get here.
Hopefully I can answer some questions, let you in on some aspects you guys are confused about. And I hope this speech wasn't too long, I am a bit of a rambler.