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Tue Mar 26, 2019 10:30:15 pm
Bish I only wanted you out cuz I heard people saying you wanted me gone
TBH everyone wants you out so it was easy to organize and also I wanted to flush Alec's idol but didn't happen LOL and when you voted out Kellyn and Steph I knew I could get you out asap because she is Kellyn is an asset actually cuz she is very loyal..
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Chelsea wrote:
Tue Mar 26, 2019 11:04:05 pm
Mike wrote:
Tue Mar 26, 2019 10:30:15 pm
Bish I only wanted you out cuz I heard people saying you wanted me gone
TBH everyone wants you out so it was easy to organize and also I wanted to flush Alec's idol but didn't happen LOL and when you voted out Kellyn and Steph I knew I could get you out asap because she is Kellyn is an asset actually cuz she is very loyal..
Yeah I fucked up hahaha. Seb was whispering in my ear and I trusted him too much. Fuckin snake boi
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Mike wrote:
Tue Mar 26, 2019 11:05:33 pm
Chelsea wrote:
Tue Mar 26, 2019 11:04:05 pm
Mike wrote:
Tue Mar 26, 2019 10:30:15 pm
Bish I only wanted you out cuz I heard people saying you wanted me gone
TBH everyone wants you out so it was easy to organize and also I wanted to flush Alec's idol but didn't happen LOL and when you voted out Kellyn and Steph I knew I could get you out asap because she is Kellyn is an asset actually cuz she is very loyal..
Yeah I fucked up hahaha. Seb was whispering in my ear and I trusted him too much. Fuckin snake boi
LOL I was enjoying telling people Kellyn was a threat too and those hoes are eating it up loool so I am low key laughing everytime and when I saw the vote messages .. LMAO
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It's finally sinking in, damn it's such a weird feeling..after playing this for almost a month non stop.

I never really expected this to be like such an emotional game.. but here we are.. feeling disappointed, hurt and relieved at the same time.

I am just new to Survivor in general, I went into this game with my 5 month knowledge from Reddit and YT vids especially Peridiam's lmao and never really thought I would do well in this game. At first I thought I should just pretend that I am a Non threatening , Non English super fan nerd, I would probably say that I am just here to make my friends and family proud which is crap, but I thought the best way to approach this whole game was to be genuine, just be who I am IRL, So you guys think I am crazy or Psycho like what Pat said, then yes I am :( and somehow I feel like I kinda regret doing that, I feel like I should have just played a character lol cuz this fucked my feelings so hard lol. I will miss waking up early in the morning and just chatting with everyone getting to know personal details about there lives until late night. It's probably ridiculous to feel this way because some of these hoes might not feel the same way as me which is sad because it's always just gonna be a fucking game.



Oh well on the brighter side I can now do my fashion collection that I was supposed to do this month.
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Yeah it sunk in for all of us at one point or another. You were a blast to play with and talk to and I think we're all gonna miss this when it's over for the season , been such an experience!

Also fuckin love peridiam
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Wed Mar 27, 2019 7:00:00 am
Yeah it sunk in for all of us at one point or another. You were a blast to play with and talk to and I think we're all gonna miss this when it's over for the season , been such an experience!

Also fuckin love peridiam
The fuck! you are here early! hahahaha!!

Likewise! If I am going to play again I hope to play with You, Mike, Angela and Kellyn! that would be an Iconic alliance! LOL
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Idk if you want me hahaha I played pretty poorly looking back on it. I felt awful when I got voted out, but interacting with everyone here helped a lot. Hopefully we can keep your mind off it!
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Wed Mar 27, 2019 7:34:28 am
Idk if you want me hahaha I played pretty poorly looking back on it. I felt awful when I got voted out, but interacting with everyone here helped a lot. Hopefully we can keep your mind off it!
Seriously dude! for me you did great ! Those hoes wouldn't be threatened by you if you played poorly! like you were a threat to win and the hoes are shaking...like I said before you would be someone I would like to be in the end! icon_wub
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Idk if you want me hahaha I played pretty poorly looking back on it. I felt awful when I got voted out, but interacting with everyone here helped a lot. Hopefully we can keep your mind off it!
Seriously dude! for me you did great ! Those hoes wouldn't be threatened by you if you played poorly! like you were a threat to win and the hoes are shaking...like I said before you would be someone I would like to be in the end! icon_wub
Awwwwww thanks :). ... Or are you just telling me this so I'm complacent during our returnee season...?
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Wed Mar 27, 2019 7:47:34 am
Chelsea wrote:
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Mike wrote:
Wed Mar 27, 2019 7:34:28 am
Idk if you want me hahaha I played pretty poorly looking back on it. I felt awful when I got voted out, but interacting with everyone here helped a lot. Hopefully we can keep your mind off it!
Seriously dude! for me you did great ! Those hoes wouldn't be threatened by you if you played poorly! like you were a threat to win and the hoes are shaking...like I said before you would be someone I would like to be in the end! icon_wub
Awwwwww thanks :). ... Or are you just telling me this so I'm complacent during our returnee season...?
Yes Mike, I am plotting against you as early as now LOL #GossipHoesChapterII
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Wed Mar 27, 2019 4:56:04 am
. It's probably ridiculous to feel this way because some of these hoes might not feel the same way as me which is sad because it's always just gonna be a fucking game.
I imagine it feels like the comedown after a good drug, haha. It was such a high, and then you're left feeling empty afterwards. We dedicated so much time and energy into this game so it's normal to feel sad that it's over! But Ponderosa honestly helps so much, it's nice to see others feeling the same way.
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. It's probably ridiculous to feel this way because some of these hoes might not feel the same way as me which is sad because it's always just gonna be a fucking game.
I imagine it feels like the comedown after a good drug, haha. It was such a high, and then you're left feeling empty afterwards. We dedicated so much time and energy into this game so it's normal to feel sad that it's over! But Ponderosa honestly helps so much, it's nice to see others feeling the same way.
This is like an after effects of ecstasy lmao
I am really glad you guys have been awesome and reading your thoughts on the game really helps. icon_wub icon_wub icon_wub
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It doesn't have to end :)

After the reunion, y'all can join our discord and meet the rest of us that have played. And then we can all play some games together. Can't wait for y'all to join us. Love you all ❤
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Chelsea wrote:
Wed Mar 27, 2019 4:56:04 am
It's finally sinking in, damn it's such a weird feeling..after playing this for almost a month non stop.

I never really expected this to be like such an emotional game.. but here we are.. feeling disappointed, hurt and relieved at the same time.

I am just new to Survivor in general, I went into this game with my 5 month knowledge from Reddit and YT vids especially Peridiam's lmao and never really thought I would do well in this game. At first I thought I should just pretend that I am a Non threatening , Non English super fan nerd, I would probably say that I am just here to make my friends and family proud which is crap, but I thought the best way to approach this whole game was to be genuine, just be who I am IRL, So you guys think I am crazy or Psycho like what Pat said, then yes I am :( and somehow I feel like I kinda regret doing that, I feel like I should have just played a character lol cuz this fucked my feelings so hard lol. I will miss waking up early in the morning and just chatting with everyone getting to know personal details about there lives until late night. It's probably ridiculous to feel this way because some of these hoes might not feel the same way as me which is sad because it's always just gonna be a fucking game.



Oh well on the brighter side I can now do my fashion collection that I was supposed to do this month.
I am so fucking glad to hear that you were yourself and not putting up an in internet persona. It was really nice getting to know you and chat together in the morning my time/afternoon your time/night US time when no one else was online. <3 I was always pretty real with you, too.
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Robb wrote:I am so fucking glad to hear that you were yourself and not putting up an in internet persona. It was really nice getting to know you and chat together in the morning my time/afternoon your time/night US time when no one else was online. <3 I was always pretty real with you, too.
Thanks! It's the only way I know how to approach this game and I genuinely wanted to be friends with everyone in here and have fun, that why when I read somewhere and I was told that I was shit.. I can't help but to get hurt a little bit.
I will miss our chats when no one else is here :)
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Robb wrote:I am so fucking glad to hear that you were yourself and not putting up an in internet persona. It was really nice getting to know you and chat together in the morning my time/afternoon your time/night US time when no one else was online. <3 I was always pretty real with you, too.
Thanks! It's the only way I know how to approach this game and I genuinely wanted to be friends with everyone in here and have fun, that why when I read somewhere and I was told that I was shit.. I can't help but to get hurt a little bit.
I will miss our chats when no one else is here :)
Ouch, what happened/was said? I mean, if you don't mind doing an open forum, because idc and I'm really just not taking anything personally from people who were in an online game with me and only got to know tiny bits about me. So that's my advice to you as well.

I'm looking forward to chat with everyone even more now, because I feel like I'll enjoy discussing this end-game, and also what happened behind my closed eyes, more than I anticipated.:)) Plus no one has a reason to be fake anymore, and you can truly get to know people here
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Robb wrote:I am so fucking glad to hear that you were yourself and not putting up an in internet persona. It was really nice getting to know you and chat together in the morning my time/afternoon your time/night US time when no one else was online. <3 I was always pretty real with you, too.
Thanks! It's the only way I know how to approach this game and I genuinely wanted to be friends with everyone in here and have fun, that why when I read somewhere and I was told that I was shit.. I can't help but to get hurt a little bit.
I will miss our chats when no one else is here :)
Ouch, what happened/was said? I mean, if you don't mind doing an open forum, because idc and I'm really just not taking anything personally from people who were in an online game with me and only got to know tiny bits about me. So that's my advice to you as well.

I'm looking forward to chat with everyone even more now, because I feel like I'll enjoy discussing this end-game, and also what happened behind my closed eyes, more than I anticipated.:)) Plus no one has a reason to be fake anymore, and you can truly get to know people here
Nah it's just little things like... I am annoying and other shit.. but I am just emotional and sensitive after playing the game.

Yeah lmao.. tbh I don't want to talk to you after what happened but we are good now lmao
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