[Jeff Probst]

This is Chelsea's Final Tribal Council Thread.

All other Jurors should remain in their own threads. Final 3, remember... this is not for you to address each other, but to talk to Chelsea. In-fighting amongst the Final 3 should be reserved for the Live Final Tribal Council on Sunday.

Chelsea, you have until Saturday at 8c/9e to post your statements/questions to the Final 3. Remember not to take up too much of their time as they have 8 other jurors to get to. Please no listing or questions requiring novels for answers. You should post all of your statements/questions in your opening post in this thread. There is a live Final Council on Sunday where you will get to address everyone live about the statements they have made as well ask ask follow ups.

[Chelsea]

Hey boys! first of all congratulations for making this far. This game really fucked me up mentally and emotionally and I don't even know if I could play this all over again and to be honest I wanted to leave this everything behind when the season wraps up including the hosts and the cast.

So I don't really have a question for Sebastian and Donathan but I just have a lot to say and I don't need any explanation or an apology from the two of you.

Sebastian and Donathan, trusting the you both were probably my biggest mistake and dumbest move in this season. I trusted you guys so much that I didn't read our chats the way I read the others, if I did I would have known that you would betray me when you get the chance. I think I wrote it on my confessional that my allies would be my downfall lmao.

I'll start first with you Donathan, you little bitch. At day 2 at Jellal I felt bad for you when you told me that no one has talked to you yet, so I made sure from that point that you have me as an ally and friend and I was not just being polite. When "tHe CoOL kIdS" wants to vote you out I said "FUCKING NO!" because I like you. it's funny how the two almost first boots are now in the F3. I had suspicions that you are the first Tuareg but I just want to cling on the idea that it was actually Brendan because that idea would be more exciting but I already liked you that time so it didn't really matter to me. I promised you Final 5 because that's the only thing I could offer you because I already made a deal with someone else so I am happy that I fullfilled that promise by being voted out lmao. On my last night you made me feel that I could count on you, when you told me "I am still here for you" or something like that, I believed you because I thought we were close but nope I got voted out unanimously also making me feel stupid and betrayed that I trusted you.I wish you could have just told me the truth but hey! like you said you care about this game and you wanted to win so congrats on making the end. You have a great opening statement and winning those fucking immunity challenges to get to the end is great and I am proud of you but I still hate you. You stll have a lot to prove to earn a lot of votes though, good luck.

Sebastian, coming into this game I decided that I would just be myself and when I promised something I would try to keep it and I was unlucky that it was you Sebastian that I pledged my loyalty and after I got voted out I wish it was Kellyn who got to me first or Angela, I wished that I was on a starting tribe with Robb or Gabby intsead of you. I read that "THIS IS THE GAME THAT YOU WANTED TO PLAY" , cool! so all I can blame here is myself, for thinking that promises matter at this game, for bringing my guard down with you, for bringing this attitude in this game where you have to lie to others. I was blindly loyal to you and that is my own fault, I saved you numerous times from our first tribal council, to me saving your ass when you almost cost Ahmar 2.0 the Moroccan my Crazy challeng, by throwing that challenge so I could get rid of Brendan, I became the biggest shield at the merge for my allies (Angela, Robb and Don) and especially for you. Whenever I hear something about you and your stupid idol I try to shut it down immeadiately, this is why you don't have any votes until the night Robb almost got voted out because I wanted to show my loyalty to Robb who I really like. The whole time I thought you are being real, I was ready to give up everyone who is loyal to me for us to get to the end, In my mind I was playing two games, so we could reach the final 3 together because of that day 1 deal that we had. But now I am just the crazy dumbass you wrote on their confessionals that "mY nUmbEr onE ALLy is seeEeAbAasSS, I tRust Hiiiiiim the MoOoSsst!" it's embarassing actually and it makes me question everything on a personal level, and you probably didn't really care about me and your love for Seaweed alliance is probably fake and you being sad and crying about me being voted out is probably not real too. But thank you for teaching me that I have played this game so wrong from the start, I would be cold hearted the next time if i ever play again.
On my last night in the game If you voted with me on my last tribal council I would probably felt that you actually cared about me and I will go to Ponderosa ready to campaign you to win so hard but that didn't happen. On my way out of game I can't help but to feel that I was the biggest dumbass in this game and the alliance/relationship that I made with the both of you didn't really mean anything and it did really hurt my feelings. So I am just going to stop rambling now, but pretty much I would like you to know that you are not a villain, but more of a scumbag actually. I will probably vote for you even though it feels disgusting but fuck my feelings right? It's just a game anyway.

Davie, out of the 3 finalist you are probably my favorite to win, because first you didn't hurt my feelingsor piss me off and as far I know you didn't lie to me. I still think that claiming that immunity and sending us to tribal that resulted on Jedd being voted out was hilarious because you told me he spooked you lmao. I like you because you told me that you didn't trust me and never lied about who you are voting for and I respect that. At the swap you are one of the people I trust and someone I can rely on (eg. Jedd and Mike votes). I did really like you at Fenassa that's why I can't write your name when there is UTR purge because you saved me at that crazy tribal, so I wrote Pat instead of yours because I like you better than him which tanked my game lmao. I made a deal with you to work together at the swap tribe and I told you at the merge you could take me out if you wanted to and that's what you did and outlasted me I respect that. You played a quiet game, your moves are subtle and small which is enough to get you to the end. Some of the jury thinks of you as a joke, and that you are nothing, we are all mad that you missed the challenge and tribal council. So I am giving you the opportunity to prove to them that you are not a joke and that you are something in this game and that you deserve our vote.

[Sebastian]

Hey boys! first of all congratulations for making this far. This game really fucked me up mentally and emotionally and I don't even know if I could play this all over again and to be honest I wanted to leave this everything behind when the season wraps up including the hosts and the cast.

I know you don’t want an apology and you don’t need one. But this isn’t at all what I wanted to do to you. I did truly cry when I voted you out. I cried both when I voted out you and when I cried when I had betrayed gabby to save you. You are a person I considered one of the sweetest nicest people to ever talk to me. I can’t express in words the things you did for me. I played this game as a game and I think I did fail to neglect the human element to it. I took your loyalty for granted and used and abused you. I can’t say I did otherwise. I don’t know if that was supposed to be how you play the game, but I wanted to win. I think I valued winning and getting to the end more than I valued you. I essentially decided to put a price on our friendship when I did what I did and I can see that it was wrong. I did them for game reasons not to fuck you up. I don’t want you to feel this way and I am willing to talk through anything. Everything I did was for the game, not to hurt you on a personal level. And I understand the perception and I understand how it made you feel but that was the furthest thing from my intention. I hope when this is over you do stick around because getting your vote isn’t worth losing you as a person. I had to make hard decisions in this game and decisions that made me feel like a scumbag, so I deserve all the names and titles. Just know it wasn’t what I wanted.

[Donathan]

Okay so I keep saying I'm going to bed because I need to sleep and then I close my laptop and say I can't handle this right now I'll answer in the morning... but its 3am and when I close my eyes to go to sleep all I can think about is this game and what I want to say and I know that its 3am here but you're in the future so you'll probably be up and I miss you so I'm just going to say this now

I'm not gonna lie this one hurt me the most.... every day since you left I’ve logged on and been genuinely sad that you’re not here to just talk to and kiki with!!!!! I’ve literally said many times damn I wish I could just talk to Chelsea because I miss my friend and I want to discuss this last episode of drag race and hear about your day and I couldn’t do that and I played a role in the fact that I couldn’t and it kills me....

I wanted to honor our final 5 deal because of the way I actually feel about you as a person and a friend and the connection we had was and is so real to me. But when the perception of me was that I was your chess piece and goat and sheep, I knew I could never go to the end with you no mater how much I would have loved the thought of making it all the way through this game with you by my side!!!! Final 6 came and the numbers weren’t there and when I came to you refusing to just accept that you were leaving I really meant it. I wanted to come up with a way to figure out how to make you stay so I could give you the respect that you deserved but it was impossible with the way that the game was going with idols and where the votes were going. No matter what I wanted in my heart your boot was inevitable to happen at the time it did and I needed for my game to be able to go on without you as the individual player I am. Voting you out was the only way to do that and I should have just told you, but I don’t think I was ready to accept the fact that our time together in the game was really coming to an end. I understand why and how that was hurtful to you and I can’t wait until this is over so I can ACTUALLY apologize to you without it coming across as being solely for appearances because I know for damn sure you’re going to have a place in my heart long after this game is over and the game that you played is going to be looked back on with such praise that you will rightfully deserve for a long time.... I’m so grateful to have gotten the opportunity to have actually played the fuck out of this game by your side. I accept that you hate me and I fully acknowledge that I deserve a good wig snatching but I'm here to prove that the game I played is worthy of your vote and I hope that through my explanations and answers you are seeing a picture of what my story is!!!!!!! I think that because so much the perception of my game is intertwined with you and our relationship so hearing that you are at any level proud of me as my own independent person and player means a lot for me and i'm so grateful for the opportunity to get to know you i love you <3

[Donathan]

i'm very tired and i've taken a lot of cold medicine so i'm know that my writing level has gone down and i probably repeated myself like 100 times but tbh its just the tea

[Sebastian]

Also unrelated but you were the Filipino FIRE CRACKER OF THIS GAME. You are above all this shit! You were the queen of this fucking season! You don’t have time to be sad or for our petty bullshit! You are one of the few people on this planet worth staying up til 4 am to talk to

[Donathan]

Also let me just say that when you left this game you said "I will vote a goat at the finale LOL" and not to brag but that word has been thrown around in a way to describe me so........ like.......... i'm just saying..........

[Donathan]

[Davie]

Davie, out of the 3 finalist you are probably my favorite to win, because first you didn't hurt my feelingsor piss me off and as far I know you didn't lie to me. I still think that claiming that immunity and sending us to tribal that resulted on Jedd being voted out was hilarious because you told me he spooked you lmao. I like you because you told me that you didn't trust me and never lied about who you are voting for and I respect that. At the swap you are one of the people I trust and someone I can rely on (eg. Jedd and Mike votes). I did really like you at Fenassa that's why I can't write your name when there is UTR purge because you saved me at that crazy tribal, so I wrote Pat instead of yours because I like you better than him which tanked my game lmao. I made a deal with you to work together at the swap tribe and I told you at the merge you could take me out if you wanted to and that's what you did and outlasted me I respect that. You played a quiet game, your moves are subtle and small which is enough to get you to the end. Some of the jury thinks of you as a joke, and that you are nothing, we are all mad that you missed the challenge and tribal council. So I am giving you the opportunity to prove to them that you are not a joke and that you are something in this game and that you deserve our vote.

Thank you Chelsea. I really enjoyed playing with you, and you were probably my closest ally before the merge. I agree that I played a quieter, more subtle game, and I'm really glad that you guys are giving me the chance to explain it rather than writing me off as a joke. I've definitely put a lot of thought into the way I played this game, and hopefully you guys understand that after reading my answers.

[Chelsea]

Also let me just say that when you left this game you said "I will vote a goat at the finale LOL" and not to brag but that word has been thrown around in a way to describe me so........ like.......... i'm just saying..........

That word has been thrown around describing the three of you at Ponderosa, so........ like.......... i'm just saying..........

anyways I guess thanks for the response? ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

Good luck

[Chelsea]

But anyways..

Good luck Davie, Donathan and Seb.

[Donathan]