1 - THE. MOST. IMPORTANT. In my opinion, this is a big time for making those post-merge alliances and these next few votes could make all the difference. Sure, I have "allies", but that's all on paper. These votes prove who is loyal, and who is all talk and no action. I personally believe that Mike and Gabby are on my side...but how do I truly know until they either vote with me or against me?
I have faith that I'll make the merge, I'm beginning to feel ties strengthen with Seb and Kellyn seems like a potentially strong player to align with as well. She makes me a bit nervous though. They'll be a huge part of the power structure through the next few votes, and I think we need all the support we can muster.
2- Mike. We've discussed it with Seb + Kellyn and agree that if I give nomad to Mike, it eliminates any potential of the other tribe knowing of our alliance. Also, Mike is now the only person aware that I have an idol, because the next Nomad will easily figure out clue 3 and I cant risk seb and kellyn realizing I have it. This way, mike can help me keep my idol under wraps. A small sacrifice to make, but Mike isn't dumb and he'd have figured out I'm idolled up in seconds.
3 - Certainly. My number one enemy is definitely Caryn. LOL JK. I can respect the sass, she could really get more clever though. Being called a moron is offensive like, once, if that. It seems like the only insult in her vocabulary though.
Yeah I gotta say that at this point, my primary 'enemy' is simultaneously one of my closest allies. Kellyn. I just don't know about that one...on one hand I need her right now for the numbers. On the other hand, she could feel the same about me. It's no secret that the both of us have similar minds - we seem to make similar moves and our ideas generally line up. This "identical thinking" is what worries me, as right now I'd take her out at my first opprotunity.
In terms of "gunning for me" I hope not. I've been playing hard while trying to keep my strengths hidden to my best ability. The way I see it, Mike is coming off as the strongest tribe member at the moment - a goal of mine was to not be in that position. There's a reason guys like Ozzy never won but clueless looking guys like Jud did.
I mean Jud was actually clueless, but still
4- My best bet is to get some damn rest for Sunday! Had a hugely busy week with film shoots and just life in general, so the best possible plan for me this weekend is to rest. the. fuck. up. Gotta be sharp as a tack when the challenge comes this Wednesday cause who knows what insane shit's gonna go down?
However sleeping the weekend away would be foolish especially as the Nomad who got one of the longer stints in the role. I feel like I've taken advantage of it this week for sure but the more tea I can get the other tribe to spill, the better. I may be Nomad but I'm 100 percent Ahmar.
5. I think I'm earning the respect of the players around me. I feel like Nat going home is hugely my doing and even if people don't know it now, I'mma be sure everyone knows any and every move I made come FTC. I'm simply not here to coast to the end and net zero votes. I'm here to win, to outwit, and to outplay. Outlasting is just the way I do things
