- Tue Mar 19, 2019 12:22:51 am
#2856
Ok FUCK ALEC. I know he's upset bc I would be too, but now he's just trying to make me feel bad. Is this supposed to make me want to help him? I'm pretty sure he's going to come after me now anyway. This is kinda ideal for him because now he's a number anyone could pull in. You're welcome, bitch. You didn't go home either, so it looks like I did my job. I don't remember promising to make sure you don't get any votes at all. He says he's sketched out by me lol obviously but I've been sketched out by him for a while. He keeps saying he wanted to take Mike out at f9 but if we were ride or dies then I should've known that, right? You'd think. Maybe I'm the crazy one. I wouldn't be surprised, but he's just not saying anything real. He's just shaming me.
This is the life I choose, being a whore for flipping after all. Woe is me.
If Alec is gonna keep being like this, I'd love for him to go. If he could get over it, I'd be down for Chelsea or Clay or Davie really. Chelsea because she's the next biggest threat. Robb doesn't do as much as people think. Chelsea is doing a lot. Clay is hard to talk to and not loyal to me. Davie who? See Clay.
I tried to talk to Alec and I tried to keep it civil and real, but I don't even know what happened in our conversation tbh. He's acting like he wants revenge, so I'd bet he'll be lying and manipulating me next tribal. Idk what to do. I talked to Robb and he said it just makes him want to work with me more that Alec is being so annoying. He went through somewhat of the same bs with Stephanie and Jed. Really, I just need to keep Donathan voting in the majority so he can make it to the end with me. I have a lot of thoughts rn and they're not in order but oops.
Alright Alec is finally chill. I mean I really do get it. I'd probably be just as mad and hurt and go a bit crazy as well. I'm kinda proud of myself for not crying during our argument though lol that's so lame. I really just needed him to tell me what he was thinking. I feel like we talked game half as much as like Angela and I talk game and she and I just started talking game this round LOL. I'm so tired today and this has just worn me out even more. This is the worst confessional known to man lol sorry.
Alec - Not the biggest threat, but he'll say something and make himself the biggest threat. He's coming back around to being cool guy Alec. I truly don't want to lose him. I'm just a whore.
Angela - Huge goat rn, but she's easily forgotten so no one really targets her. I guess Mike was going to, but I keep forgetting. No offense Angela lol
Chelsea - Biggest threat. I don't see her making it past F8. I think we're good, but I also think you never really know with her. I think she and Sebastian are close, so hopefully I'll know if she tries to come for me.
Clay - who? untrustworthy.
Davie - who? but even more untrustworthy.
Don - <3 I wanna take this babe to the end I love him so much. I think we're tight, so hopefully he sticks with me.
Gabby - shit i dunno. I know I'm not that big of a threat, but I'm still working on my social game. I think I'm doing p alright. I might accidentally become a challenge threat, so that's not good. BUT challenge wins may be all I have to help me in FTC lol we'll see.
Pat - I do like Pat a lot. We keep saying we want to work together and he's opened up way more to me than Davie ever has. I think he'd stick with me. He's pretty goaty as well rn, but I know he's young so he may try to start playing soon like he said he would.
Robb - I like Robb. He's been the second most open person with me. I believe in our little secret alliance, but he'll have to go eventually. I think he'll stick with me for a while though.
Sebastian - <3 How did I get so lucky? He could be playing me the hardest of anybody, but I believe him 100%. I think we've done pretty well to keep us a secret. I'm thinking Mike was mad at Sebastian bc he thinks Sebastian is the one who flipped me. Or he was mad at Sebastian bc he actually cared about Sebastian and got his feelings hurt while he didn't give a fuck about me lol idk. Who fucking cares?
I'd invite Jeff, Sebastian, Alec, Don, Angela, maybe Pat, and Robb. When Danni asks about the party later, I'll lie and say "Omg I totally invited you. It must've gone to your spam or gotten lost!"