[Sebastian]

Alec will be the crucial vote. Robb didnt like my answer and angela/Kellyn feel like lost causes

[Sebastian]

It feels like Pat’s vote is going to me. That’s four. I gotta pray

[Sebastian]

I’m starting to turn around and think I am winning this game. But it doesn’t feel right. I feel like a sociopath again. Heartless and cold, as if I never really did care about how I treated people.

I go back remembering when I manipulated Chelsea into publicly saying she would vote out Robb at the next tribal council by praying on her coming to me in a moment of weakness. All I can think is, who would do that? What kind of human being would do that to someone? Apparently me!

What
Is
Wrong
With
Me?

This game is for $100 but I betrayed and cut as if it was worth a billion.

Even after feeling like a piece of shit I still want to win cuz I know deep inside my shitty heart winning would make me feel better. How fucked up is that? That I still care about winning after finding out I ruined about 9 friendships.

[Gary Hogeboom]

I’m starting to turn around and think I am winning this game. But it doesn’t feel right. I feel like a sociopath again. Heartless and cold, as if I never really did care about how I treated people.

I go back remembering when I manipulated Chelsea into publicly saying she would vote out Robb at the next tribal council by praying on her coming to me in a moment of weakness. All I can think is, who would do that? What kind of human being would do that to someone? Apparently me!

What
Is
Wrong
With
Me?

This game is for $100 but I betrayed and cut as if it was worth a billion.

Even after feeling like a piece of shit I still want to win cuz I know deep inside my shitty heart winning would make me feel better. How fucked up is that? That I still care about winning after finding out I ruined about 9 friendships.

We aren't friends anymore. So... 10

[Sebastian]

I’m starting to turn around and think I am winning this game. But it doesn’t feel right. I feel like a sociopath again. Heartless and cold, as if I never really did care about how I treated people.

I go back remembering when I manipulated Chelsea into publicly saying she would vote out Robb at the next tribal council by praying on her coming to me in a moment of weakness. All I can think is, who would do that? What kind of human being would do that to someone? Apparently me!

What
Is
Wrong
With
Me?

This game is for $100 but I betrayed and cut as if it was worth a billion.

Even after feeling like a piece of shit I still want to win cuz I know deep inside my shitty heart winning would make me feel better. How fucked up is that? That I still care about winning after finding out I ruined about 9 friendships.

We aren't friends anymore. So... 10

Oh that’s good, at least one good thing came out of this game.

[Sebastian]

Also sorry for my emo outbursts lmao

[Sebastian]

Steph seems like a vote for davie

[Sebastian]

Votes I think I have- Mike, Gabby, Chelsea, Pat
Votes I don't have- Angela, Steph, Kellyn, Robb
unsure- Alec?
Honestly it might end up okay if the votes I don't have split between Don/Davie.
Steph- Davie
Robb- Davie
Angela- not me
Kellyn- Don?
Alec-????

[Sebastian]

In a tie Don would give it to me so It could be cutting it super close (I say before I lose 9-0-0)

[Sebastian]

If I lose, the jury has made it abundantly clear why I will lose. I am over it. Just gimme dem results baby! Let's get to the main event already!

[Sebastian]

I guess Davie winning would be the perfect ending to such a bad season. It was a steamroll through and through, so a bad winner would be pretty fitting in my eyes. But fuck that gimme the hundo!

[Sebastian]

The jury questions and my confessionals as of yesterday is by far the most savage of places lmao.

[Sebastian]

Just realized Alec liked the other juror's posts besides my own oops guess I am not getting his vote lol

[Sebastian]

If all three of us are considered goats then we all went to the end with the correct people.

[Trashley Markwood]

who do u vote in a tie?

[Sebastian]

who do u vote in a tie?

Don. He did more (and I actually talked to him)

[Sebastian]

If you guys read this after the season know that I don’t actually hate any of you. I just have been frustrated by the way everyone has acted in the final moments. Myself included. That being said I take none of it back and fuck all of you.

[Jordan]

I am manifesting my win. I want that gold color in the discord just so I can say "actually I want to keep the pink".

Our color is neon purple

[Jordan]

It is cool cuz I thought I was playing a survivor org. But then I realized after this jury questioning that I was actually raping and murdering multiple families and worshiping the devil lmao

Don't worry Seabass, I can cleanse your soul. Make sure to send a generous donation to the church of Jordan first though

[Jordan]

I literally played the same game as I did in rematch except significantly cleaner with no one onto it AND I’m sitting next to the equivalent of 2 rons. And somehow my jury management is worse? Lol fuck this game

Ouch, poor Ron. Does this mean that you think you will get 2nd again and join the elite club of 2nd place with Ronnie?