- Sun Mar 24, 2019 10:35:27 pm
#3836
I mean, I've lost all hope that people will realise we're in the endgame now, it will probably take DaDon until F5 to understand they won't win this game.
The very first merge vote was exactly what I expected - a near-unanimous safe vote that allowed people to settle into this big tribe and (re)build bond.
Steph was too much of a crazy cat lady to progress further, so I get that as well. I wanted to lie low at the start, and not be targetted at F11.
So that Mike+Alec vote really made me happy. Wow, people see who the threats are. Wow, we pulled off a massive vote-split. Wow, this game is really turning now. Uh-huh.
I even got so happy that I got paranoid (well, not just me) that the game would start turning too quickly for me to stay in it for long. I wanted to take out a couple UTR non-entities, but it was still surprising how un-split the votes were. Well, fuck it, people don't wanna pick sides and make enemies at F10. That's.... alright....
But fuck whatever happened afterwards. Fuck Don for believing whatever game he's playing is worthy of being called a game. Fuck Davie for not being here nearly enough to understand that he doesn't understand anything. Fuck Gabby for being a dumb pussy, and fuck Alec for thinking he's gonna even be at the end playing with those people. Fuck Seb the least, but still, fuck him. Did I forget Chelsea? No, I'm not talking about people that should have gone home for literally everyone's interest.
I've been trying to open up this game by getting Seb, Chelsea out, but nope, no one cares about building a resume here.
I mean I'm not leaving tomorrow, because if I lose, I have the idol. And people either know that, or highly suspect it, so I'll probably be approached a bit. I'll say this: post-TC, I'm giving everybody the silent treatment. Not sending out a single message first tonight. Will have to actually talk to people tomorrow, because I don't wanna tank this season (oh, what a hero!), but jfc playing like THAT is just frustrating.
Well, I'm the biggest bottom feeder in that I've had no say over who leaves the last 3 TCs. But if I got to the end now, after trying to talk sense to people in an incredibly boring merge, I might just get some votes for being the only one who tried to play this game. Who tried to approach people with different plans, tell people that they're position in the game sucked and that they were lapdogs. So I'll keep doing that, but there's no way I progress without immunity now. I just don't believe it anymore. I've tried more than once, I'll try again, but with much less optimism.
The bottom feeders are DaDon, but Alec/Gabby don't have enough brain cells to think about F3s, either.
I'm either having deja vu, or there's been a Survivor castaway exactly in my shoes before, someone who tried to do things but couldn't, as everyone was in a group mindset and not looking out for themselves. Any help?