Pat wrote: ↑Sat Mar 30, 2019 4:04:55 pm
my next question is for donathan. from the outside looking in, it seemed as though chelsea was the sole decider of you would vote for at tribal. because we talked so little, i am unaware of the moves you made on your own. what was one decision you actually made for yourself? i really wish you would’ve done SOMETHING LITERALLY EVERYONE WOULDVE VOTED WITH YOU
Hi Pat! I never really got to knew you and that was due to a series of multiple events. First of all when we merged I was out of town and I'm not going to use that as an excuse but rather hopefully an explanation. My best friend's mom had just passed away so I spent the week in the middle of the woods with poor wifi to just be there for her. I made sure to come on for immunity challenges and tribal council and gave myself enough time to check in with the people that I had built both personal and game relationships with to ensure that even if I wasn't able to give my full time and attention this game meant enough to me that I wasn't going to completely neglect it, but there were more important things going on that I couldn't spend all day everyday playing 4d chess. Okay moving on, you say that you're unaware of the moves that I made, but I feel like in my 3 page google doc opening statement, I pretty clearly outlined my game. You can say that you don't respect it, or you don't believe that I'm telling the truth, but to say that you're unaware just makes me feel like it doesn't what I say to you or the jury you just don't want to hear it because it doesn't align with your perception of me and my game and you're not open to giving me a chance which is really a shame for you!
It's also so shocking to me that you are one of the biggest proponents of forcing the narrative that I only followed Chelsea's order and I was so attached to her that she and only she not only influenced but directly controlled my game. Um, that's false! There was one instance at the first vote where I knew Chelsea was the potential swing vote so when she said she wanted to vote Chris, I jumped on that because it was the best plan for me. Come merge, I had a great personal relationship with Chelsea and we talked game a lot but I was also talking game with Sebastian, Gabby, Mike, Alec, Robb, and Angela. I was getting information from multiple people and using all of those connections to gather insight on what would be the best moves for my game. If you want me to point to a moment where it was one decision that I made on my own, it would be me voting for you. It was the day of my friend's mom's services so I knew that I wouldn't be around. The names going around were between you and Davie. I said to Chelsea "I'm voting Pat" and at that time there was no clear idea of what way the votes would fall because it was so early that she was really the only person on due to timezones. I found you to be the bigger threat out of the two people who I saw as easy votes and I wanted you gone so I voted for you even if I wasn't sure you would leave that night and at that point Chelsea didn't even have her vote finalized yet or tell me the way to vote. I'm glad it worked out because you clearly don't like me and having you leave so early in the merge was perfect for my game!!! For you to say you wish i did "SOMETHING" is really aggravating because what you mean is that you wish I did something that you wanted me to do... because I was doing things and you have to be illiterate or too stubborn to accept any truth other than your own to believe that I did
nothing in this game. I'm not sorry that I followed what was best for me to get to the end rather than just making the moves you would have liked me to make that would have benefitted you or your idea of how the game should be played. But I'm here at the end and you've been in jury for 10+ days so I guess it worked out better for me!
With that said I genuinely would like to get the chance to know you after this game maybe we could be cool and we'll be friends but that will be a decision that i make for myself <3